I don’t break down often, but I just did. I don’t know what to do anymore. Wells Fargo, those communist sons-of-bitches, just told me that because I don’t have enough income they were denying my student loan. I asked how much I needed to actually get a loan and they said in the ballpark of $10,000. I find that humorous especially since I was only asking for $6000 as a loan. Don’t you think that if I had $10,000 that I might be able to just pay it off monthly and wouldn’t really need a loan. I seriously don’t know what to do. I straitened out my other loan stuff and I just have to return some paperwork, so I’m 99% set on 2/3 of my money. I guess thats good. Wells Fargo was supposed to be the other 1/3 of that. I was getting $2500 from NHHE, $2500 from Wells Fargo and $2000 for the government a semester. The bill was $6500 which would have left me $500 for supplies. It would have worked out. Now I’m short and I’m fucked. I don’t know what to do. I’m going to call Fleet and see if I can get something from them but I don’t know what the chances of that are. I have no other options. I had also “paid” off last semester so that extra money was going to buy Christmas presents, now I can’t even do that. I have $3000 on my credit card, less than $100 in my bank account, no loans and no options. Like I said, I don’t break down often but today it was certainly warrented. The Wells Fargo loan was supposed to be all set and then they tell me they can’t find it and that I’ll need to apply again. Sure, why not, so I get all the way through the process and at the end they go “ok, lets run the credit check” and then say “oops, it looks like you don’t have enough credit to get the loan, sorry Mr.Perry.” Fuck you. Fuck you and your stupid loans. Fuck SCAD for being so goddamn expensive. Fuck everything. I am not my credit report, I am not my credit card limit, I am NOT my fucking khakies. I am a human being, whos going to art school, whos trying to make it to the point where he can support himself and pay some of this back. I need to go to bed. Fuck this.